EL-ROI
I thought I cried in 2022 but 2023 said “hold my cup” I cried ! I wept! 😂 2023 tested everything in me.
In July I said “Happy New Year Anu” because tbh it felt like a new season a new year a better one.
One thing that stood out for me this year is God’s intentionality. His attention to even the tiniest detail.
I left my spiritual community early this year and I felt it. The structure that was there for me was gone and I had zero covering, zero accountability, and zero mentorship. Nothing.
I wasn’t doing anything as I should. I told God in prayer one day that I needed help. I needed structure and accountability. The very next day, my friend reached out and said she wanted to be my prayer partner. My exact words to her were “I’ve been a bit inconsistent tho, with prayers, just got myself back on track recently” and she was like no problem, we can do it together. The days we get together to pray are the best days of the week or even the entire month and it has helped me build more stamina.
That same month, another person reached out to me. She mentioned that she was praying and my name dropped in her heart and she would like us to pray together into the second half of the year for like 3-4 days. In the course of prayers the things she said and the things God told me and I wrote down were proof that I wasn’t breezing through life, someone was watching and constantly holding me up.
God sees you.
God is in the midst of you, you shall not be moved. Psalm 46:5
“So then, since we have a great High Priest who has entered heaven, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to what we believe. This High Priest of ours understands our weaknesses, for he faced all of the same testings we do, yet he did not sin. So let us come boldly to the throne of our gracious God. There we will receive his mercy, and we will find grace to help us when we need it most.”
Hebrews 4:14-16
During LET US PRAY, a friend said she was praying about a particular issue she had and that was the day I published GOD SAID, and she knew how God was looking at a particular situation.
God’s idea of intimacy is for us to be naked and unashamed. To come to him with everything and anything. To lay it bare. Strip the mask and come to your God with your authentic self. Our father sees in the secret and he answers in the secret. I love when I get to gist with God in the place of prayer. What can’t you talk to God about?
Go in the consciousness that God sees you. He is there with you. If Goddddd be for you who dares to stand against you.
You’re the child of your father! 👏